Worst birthday ever! =((

Its like 10 days more until my birthday, but i dont feel like i want to celebrate my birthday. Arrgghh terlalu byk cabaran doe! Sedih! It was my 1st time plan my own birthday party tp semua tk mnjadi, act tk sure lg tp so farr smua i plan tk boleh buat. Then invite kawan2 lain pun smua tk nak dtg, =(( Before this i was excited but now i dont feel in the same way anymore. Mayb this is the 1st and the last i plan my own birthday party, ya sure! So sadd ='( Hate my life!!!!!!!