After my worst birthday ever, i things i was wrong. My birthday is superb,even though stress because trpakse ubah2 planning utk party tu and tk rmi yg dtg but i have so much fun :). Thanks kawan kawan && big thanks to syaa and zaa.And thanks zaa sebab bagi pinjam rumah xP u guys rock! Hehehe. So i got best present ever from my parents, i got my own laptop!! Mayb to u not so important tp for me it was present yg tersangat dihargai dan sungguh berharga :) Before that gaduh ngn parents, 2 days i dnt speak with my parents hehehe Jahat gilee! Thankss mummy for the cake so delicious

p/s: Another 2 weekss left until i become Politek student at Sabak Bernam. This January112010 will be my big day! So excited x)

Worst birthday ever! =((

Its like 10 days more until my birthday, but i dont feel like i want to celebrate my birthday. Arrgghh terlalu byk cabaran doe! Sedih! It was my 1st time plan my own birthday party tp semua tk mnjadi, act tk sure lg tp so farr smua i plan tk boleh buat. Then invite kawan2 lain pun smua tk nak dtg, =(( Before this i was excited but now i dont feel in the same way anymore. Mayb this is the 1st and the last i plan my own birthday party, ya sure! So sadd ='( Hate my life!!!!!!!

Excited~!

Herm 11 days left until my birthday. Its a long time waiting, so excited! Walaupun tk pernah ade yg buat surprise party for me, but its ok as long ade yang remember my birthday, i feel happy. =)) Tapi teringin jgak laa ade yg buat surprise party but nak buat cm mane masing2 busy buat hal sendiri herm. Btw nxt month dah start pergi sambung blaja kat Politeknik, excited jgak tu dan ketakutan! hahaha I hope bleh laa tahan kat sane ek amin. Like people say can fit with my soul! ade ke org ckp cmtu? Wierd! hahaha. Daaarrrr

Be a good person && never trust the techonology!

Weird right when i say something like that?? But that what i going through today. Hmm today me and my family pegi lowyat bcz computer abg i rosak so pegi sane nak baiki la kan and then hantar die balik College, sepanjang pejalanan ke lowyat macam macam berlaku. 1st jem , second gaduh , third shopping , four sesat , five nyaris nak excident. What a nightmare x)

Jem, u know never go to lowyat after 1 a'clock. Memang jem gile even u drive a autocar never ever! But if you guys orang yang peyabar so redahh je but if u not naik train jelaa. Second gaduh? Knape ek? Sebab, you know bile dah jem tu keadaan jadi dingin. Marah mule menguasai diri kan? So di situ la mule nye pergaduhan sampai laa kat lowyat. Ade jee bende tak kena between dieorg nie. Even tengah minum nie pun ade jee pertandingan debat i mean gaduh haha x|For me dalam hal nie semua salah termasuk laa my bro punye computer! Such a bad computer! Geram! Haa bile dah cooldown sikit situation boleh plak bershopping. Tp i jelaa && my dad haha. Sesat? Stay KL pun boleh sesat,haha kelakar gilee. That's why i say never trust the techology, what people call? GPS! Hmm time time tu laa plak die nak buat hal! Signal satellite? whatever tk ade plak time nak balik,dah la tgh jem! lagi arr mendtgkan marah! Pastu nyaris2 nak excident tau?! Tp bernasib baik laa dpt mengelak alhamdulillah tak ade ape. Honestly i hate my family bcz terlalu banyak bende yang menyakitkan hati && i say keluarge bermasalah tapii bile difikir2kan balik that is my ONLY family and itu adelah dugaan dan cabaran utk kiteorgkan? I love my family so much! Wang ringgit boleh dicari tapi family sendiri memang susah dicari or tk boleh cari langsung la.. Betul ke?? Hehehe.

Oh yaa, lupe plak. Tak jadi hantar abang balik U die sebab dah lambat. Hahah Terus balik rumah,

Time To Chill =)

Today chill with my my sygss. Sya && Zaza <3

Kiteorg pegi Wangse Walk, berkaroke. Sakit tokak den melalak2 haha =) but it worth it because dah lame tk dpt lepak same same lgg2 zaa, dah lame tk jmpe so skrang baru laah dpt jumpe die. So here some of the picture we all snap,

Best Memory ever! Lovee You <3

Anak Haram!

Kau fikir aku ape? Bitch! Kau nie buat malu keluarge and masyarakat la! Ade otak tp fikir sex je cube kau fikir psal family ke, Allah ke atau masa depan kau. Nie fikir nak buat sex je! Idiots! Anak Haram! Aku bukan cm kau ade otak tp tk nak berfikir ngan betul. Bagi aku,kau serupe cm BINATANG! Ade otak tp tk nak gune. Ish knape laa stgh lelaki suke sgt buat bende2 tk senonoh? dpt byk pahala ke? Ke boleh dpt hadiah? Get a new life la weyh! Bagi sape2 yg terase, aku minta maaf ape yg aku ckp jujur dan ikhlas :)

Update

Today mcm biase hari yg agak membosankan. So just update blog, facebook, myspace & twitter again again and again. haha sungguh bosan hari2 cm nie, nak cari keje tp cm malas plak hm. Nak kluar tp kawan2 busyy. What can i doo? And today dah start puase enam di bulan syawal (betul ke?) Still menunggu detik2 utk berbuke :) hehe..

Missing Someone :(

Rindu abg laa, since second hari raya until now tk talk with each other. Sedih sgt :( Last night hantar barang kat hostel die pun tk jumpe. My mum and my dad jee gi jumpe die, yg aku stay dlm kereta. Dah odw balik baru plak aku tau nak menangis. Semua berpunca dari my mum, abg and aku sendri! Masing2 nak bela diri sendiri & abg ade ckp something yg buat aku kecik hati last2 tk bertegur sapa ngoks, 1st2 gaduh ngn mummy then abg tp now ngn mummy dah baik tp ngn abg je aku ego. Kenape ek? Before hari raya rapat jee ngn abg kat kampung tibe2 jd nak seminggu tk bercakap. Ish2 i wish everything back to normal.. Nnti tk dpt nak blaja main gitar lg

My abang punye gitar

Wtf!

hey! what youu think i'm? a bitch like youu! Senang2 je ckp nak noty2. Then suke hatii kau je kau nak bg ID aku kat orang pastu ckap aku nie gilee noty! If kau bg kat orang baik2 tk pe, nie kau bg keturunan kau gak gilee sex! Idiots! Dah tk ade lelaki ke kat dunie nie sampai kau nak jd less? Ke hati dah hancur sebab lelaki? Get a life laa bitch!

Update :)

Today just update my blog, my twitter, and my facebook again and again and again. Almost done with fasting and excited waiting for "Hari Raya"! Raya.. :)

Betrayed!

Kusut doe kepala aku ngn problem je! Today such a bad day for me when people try to mess with me! Such a LOSER!!! 1st i get trouble with this boy yg agak menyakitkan hati bile die tersangat laa over and now die try nak jelous kan aku daaa like i care with youu idiots! Youu just like a friends for me so be like a friends, me forr you like yourr oldest sister not youur girlfriends even though youu deny it. So sedar diri sikit! And second i cannot believe what i hear, Youu are my bestfriends but what you do behind my back is so definitly wrongs. i trust youu but all youu do to me is let me down, what kind of friends u are? i accept yourr apologize but i cannot trust youu anymore. Done!

gerek seyh.. :) Penat!

tiredtiredsoootired ! haa itu la die org baru blik dr bercuti,penat gilee! my family && me baru blik dr JB cz abg ade konvokesyen kat UTM sane so alang2 kat sane bercuti laa sekali , dlm org tengah tkot2 H1N1 nie boleh kiteorg sempat bercuti? ish2.. best gilee kat sane oh terjatuh hati kat negeri JB :) unik! haa tp byk shopping mall dah tutup .tp still ok lg laa, mcm2 aku borong kat sane doee membebel laa my mum .aku yg over! haha btw i lot have some fun there yelah dpt cuti ngn family kan, abg pun dah lame tk pegi bercuti ngn kiteorg, slalu bertigatiga je skrang berempatempat seronok sgt..love my family so much! and JB too haha puase nak dekat argghh excited nak puase yaww! selamat berpuase kwn2 mwahx..

Its Shopping Time :)

today my mum cuti so kiteorg pun pegi laa jalan2.kiteorg pegi sogo,act kluar just nak cri brg abg je tibe2 dpt shopping lak hehe,mcm2 aku beli dah kire satu set laa complete! thanks mama :) sebebnye 18 until 20 kiteorg satu family nak pegi JB ,abg ade Graduation Day tu yg nak cri brg2 die.penat gilee,k la byebye lovee yaa

Best Day && Bad Day ...

Bad Day, Ogos08 2009

kena gastrik lgg tp lg teruk dr gastrik,that is Ulser Gastrik.satu hari tk boleh tido,sakit gilee.agak teruk laa sebab its was my 1st time kena muntah darah :( ngeri doee nak pegi hospital takot! tp..

Ogos09 2009

dlm sakit2 menahan, pegi mandi swimming! haha my mak ngah dtg kl so kiteorg semua pegi laa rumah mak chu lepak2.tp before my second aunt tu dtg husband die dah dtg dlu dgn anak die tgh hari tu,that time i was sleeping :) tibe2 anak die menangis sbb terkejut bgn2 tido dah ade kat rumah mak chu then pujuk2 mandi swimming pool. so mak chu and siti pun mandi laa,tp me tk sbb tgh sakit kan time tu.dan dgn tibe2 aku join gak haha sebab best lg2 dgn dak kecik tu,rindu die! lame tk jmpe doee dah besar dah haha dlm sakit2 nak jgak mandi kan kan?

so nie la gamba2 yg ibuku smpat snap

after penat swim snap jgak,

haa tu la die gamba2 yg dpt mira snap,penat && sakit tetap maintain hehe :) see yaa byebye

Kolej :)

aku dpt tawaran masuk PoliTeknik Sultan Idris Shah,Sabak Bernam Selangor this January2010.my mum was crying bile bgtau pasal tawaran nie! omg! excited sgt kot haha and second sya pun study sane nnti so at least aku ade kawan kan yebah yebah

Golf

today aku main golf ngan ayah aku,penat gilee!dah lama tk main so sakit la tgn2 aku :) yg paling best nye hari nie aku dpt lesen P aku, happy sgt2 then my dad suruh aku bwk kerete td excited gilee main round2 kat titiwangsa smpai laa pegi pick my mum,pegi mkn dan blik rumah hehe.syok siak!

LimKokwing

1st time pegi LimKokWing :) haha act hantar my bro je daftar nama as student LimKokWing not me.(bangge! haha)then pegi hostel die perghh penat gilee dr pg smpai petang nak menunggu,after that pegi alamanda nak pegi mkn then blik pegi LimKokWing dah ptg baru laa hantar die blik hostel.after that i'm cry! boleh lak menangis sygg abg katekan,smpai rumah pun menangis lg tringat kat die. :( rindu kat die oh !

Happy Gilee!

hari yg sgt excited :) Jpj Test lulus , nervous gilee td smpai menangis2 haha btw is worth it right? nxt week i got my P licence.hehe miss my mom lol!

Hey Hey :)

today pegi drive class utk kali terakhir because esok will be my big day for Jpj Test ! omg! i'm so nervous : wish me luck k , semlm ficca dah pegi penang so sad i was missing my bestfren to hangout tggl laa sya seorg.but before ficca pegi penang kteorg dah hangout dlu , berjalan jalan kat Zoo Negara July20 09 syok gilee :) tp skrang pun dah start rindu die,uwaaa. anyways wish me luck for tmrrw yaa mwahxx

today i feel so alone,i don't have anyone to share my problem.tday i got fight wit my mum,bcz a simple things and she's hurt my feeling so much.i know in my family,aku yg slalu mdtgkan mslah,dan aku tk spndai dieorg,slalu buat parents aku menangis psal aku tp aku try utk ubah semua tu aku try jd anak yg baik cm anak org lain yg baik,dgr ckp,rajin and pandai!aku try buat semua tu tp semua yg aku buat ade je yg tk kena,dan aku dah penat nak buat org syg kan aku dan hargai aku.slame ni aku diam je tp hari ni bile mak aku ckp cmtu,aku trase sgt2.act dah byk kali mak aku ckp ttg aku,aku trase jgak tp tk tau knape ayat mak aku td tu buat aku trase sesgt.aku dpt rase kan yg mak aku tk suke kan aku je :( rase benci kat mak aku sendri pun ade.rase sedih kan bile org yg kita syg,layan kite cm kite ni pembawa s**l kan?aku trase org yg aku syg dah benci kan aku,ayah aku pun dah tak percaya kan aku lg .jahat sgt ke aku?smpai smua org aku sygg dah mjauhkan diri dr aku.aku pun tk nak hidup dlm kejahatan,aku nak smua bangge ngn aku,sygg kan aku tp yg aku dpt kebencian dlm setiap org yg aku sygg.knape aku tk boleh hidup mcm org lain?sentiase happy.aku tk pernah mintak dlhirkan sbgi org jahat atau zalim,aku sygg sgt2 kat family aku dekat parents aku walaupun aku slalu buat parents aku sedih tp sbnarnye dlm hati aku tk pernah terlintas nak skit kan hati parents aku sndri,aku sntiase cube utk jd yg terbaik utk parents aku.dan aku slalu ingin jd kebanggaan dieorg,cm dieorg bangga dgn abg aku sebab die pandai and die baik dgr ckp,i have try that.its hard ok and its take a time to be someone yg perfect!knape parents aku tk boleh bg aku peluang?hm i wish i have someone can support me and give me a advise.i feel so sad right now.rase cm tk layak hidup dkt dunie lg :(

Balik Kampung :)

hari nie blik kmpung,yey! hehe happy gilee sbb dah lame tk blik.rindu! excited :)

Tired!

cerite semalam,
penat gilee smlm dr pg smpai mlm brjalan je.1st pegi teman fiqa & fify pg skola after that pg mkn,then bjalan pg balai polis kat wangsa walk tp tk ade pegi plak balai polis wangsa maju nak buat report haha tk la buat pngesahan sijil.before tu hantar fify balik rumah then kiteorg gerak plak pg jj,pastu naik teksi trus pg ts.tk larat dah nak naik lrt PENAT! bile dah smpai,trus pg 7e beli air haus gilee..then kiteorg start la prjalanan kiteorg kat situ,ingat nak tgk wyg tp smua cite yg best2 start lmbt so mlas la nak tnggu jd kiteorg cuci mate je la kat situ.jalan2 :) pastu kiteorg buat photoshot(bangge) 1st time tu :p after that kteorg gerak pg pavi sbb nak jmpe someone that i knew,hm cute! trjattuh hati plak kat die. jmpe die skjap je sbb die busy.mule2 die ajak gak tgk wyg tp that time dah lambat la,so jmpe skjap jela.dan buat penat kteorg je bjlan stkat jmpe skjap kan?kaki dah sakit tu haha.its feel nak jmpe die lg,tp tgk die cm sombong je hm :( then pg klcc,nak blik dah haha smpai rumah trus tido.kepenatan x)

cerita baru,
hari nie bgn sahur,dah lame tk sahur kan kan?lmbt lg blan puase.haha hari nie satu family berpuasa,puasa 1 rejab && mira puasa skali dgn puasa ganti.bosan la,spatutnye tday mira jmpe some1 tp sbb hari nie mira puase so mira tk jd la jmpe die,nnti penat besides penat smlm pun tk hilang lg x( tp mira feels like tk nak jmpe die sbb die nak kluar brdua je,dah la mira baru knal die, so nk mcari idea spaye mira tk jmpe die.for me,die tu driven me insane argh serabut! nasib baik tk cpl haha :) bile nak buka puasa?hm.

Rileks and Single Rules :)

as usual,menunggu hari utk blalu haha stay rumah je tday.i thought nak kluar pegi the mall sbb my fren school tknik (atie) have a job for me so nak tgk la tmpat die,gaji die brape smua tp tk ade tman i cll sya,die busy.cll fiqa die tk ade duit,lgpun i tell my dad about this job and he's said"finish ur lesen first nanti senang and tggl brape blan akak nak pegi smbung stdy",i think its true.jd confused plak haha

btw,lately i know so many guys.yaa being single we can do whatever we want to do.just say it! haha i know this guys from myspce,they ask hp no and i just give it to them.sometimes it make me feel so jerk! bitch && stupid.betul ke?hm.so last saturday,i hangout wit my besties fiqa & sya and their friends act my frens too so one of the boys yg i kenal tu ajak jmpe so i jmpe la,aish nak menunggu mamat tu pnye la lame.so me && my frens jln2 la kat TS smntare tggu mmat tu then mamat tu hntar msj suruh kiteorg gerak jmpe kat BB.so kiteorg pun gerak BB,bile dah jmpe msing2 buat bodoh!die ngn mmbe2 die,aku ngn mmbe aku!hak alah baik tk payah jmpe cmtu doh,buat penat aku je!bodoh!geram aku.u knw whats?that guy always ask me to be his girlfrend daar syukur aku tk terime,u know why?bcz my frends say muke die mcm player,gangster,bnde2 negativ bg la kat die.paling best muke PEROGOL! thanks god my frends was there for me if tk aku dah buat kesilapan besar cpl ngn mamat tu and and thanks to fiqa,bcz die suruh jmpe and kwn2 dlu baru fkir nak cpl ngn someone,penasihat aku!haha ilove my besties and i jst want one guy that i love most,i just need to know that guy! oh god,help me to find that guy :)

Jalan-Jalan

Bored!

stay rumah je :)

sick!

omg!tday kena stay hosp cz sakit.its just a gasrtik tp kena pg hosp :(

My 1st Time

haha its was my 1st time tulis blog sndri :)



btw,tday aku keluar with my mum && my aunty pg sogo.mule mule plan nak pegi tgk wyg kat midvalley because my mum got 2 ticket for free tp mereke kate mid so DAMN BORED!then pegi jela sogo,mama kate tk payah shoping sgt tp aku tetap shoping,mau nye tk hehe.tp skrang kena kurang blanje laa cz parents pun dah byk habis duit kat aku & byk lg bnde yg dorg nak selesai kan then duit dlm acc bank aku pun dah tggl brape uwwaa to much shoping!! nak cari job pun dah ssah,so dduk rumah jela jd penggangur terhormat :)